At first, she thought helping Donald Trump shop for a womens lingerie gift at a luxury department store would simply be a funny New York thing.
Even when, according to E. Jean Carroll, the then-businessman motioned her to a dressing room as they dared each other to try on a see-through bodysuit, she imagined something like a Saturday Night Live sketch shed written.
But within minutes, my whole reason for being alive in that moment was to get out of that room, Carroll testified Wednesday in the trial of her rape lawsuit.
Im here because Donald Trump raped me, and when I wrote about it, he said it didnt happen. He lied and shattered my reputation, and Im here to try and get my life back, Carroll told jurors.
From afar, Trump repeated his insistence that Carrolls allegation of the 1996 rape is utter fiction, writing on his social media site that the case is a made-up scam, and more.
This is a fraudulent & false story Witch Hunt! Trump wrote on his Truth Social platform. His comments prompted the judge to warn Trumps lawyers that he could bring more legal problems upon himself.
Trump hasnt attended the trial thus far, but his lawyers said Tuesday its still possible he could decide to testify.
The trial comes as Trump again seeks the Republican nomination for president, and weeks after he pleaded not guilty to unrelated criminal charges that involve payments made to silence a porn actor who said she had a sexual encounter with him.
Carroll, 79, testified that she crossed paths with Trump at the revolving door to Bergdorf Goodman on an unspecified Thursday evening in spring 1996. At the time, she was writing a long-running advice column in Elle magazine, having also written for SNL. Trump was a real estate magnate and social figure in New York.
She said he asked her advice about selecting a gift for a woman, and she was delighted to oblige. As an advice columnist, to have Trump ask for guidance was a wonderful prospect, and Carroll figured she would end up with a funny story, she said.
She testified that she suggested a hat, but he pivoted to lingerie, and soon they were bantering about the bodysuit. Amused and flirting with him, she went along, laughing even as he closed the door to the dressing room, perhaps even as he pushed her against a wall.
But then, she alleges, Trump stamped his mouth onto hers, yanked down her tights and shoved his hand and then his penis inside her while she struggled against him.
She said she finally kneed him off her, fled and, for years, blamed herself.
I always think back to why I walked in there to get myself in that situation, she said, her voice breaking.
She said that for decades, she told no one except two friends because she was afraid Trump would retaliate, because she thought it was my fault and because she thought many people blame rape victims for what happened to them.
The alleged attack happened long before the #MeToo movement forced a reckoning with how sexual assault victims are treated by law enforcement and viewed by the public. Carroll has said #MeToo fueled her decision to come forward in 2019.
Trump, 76, has said he wasnt at the store with Carroll and had no clue who she was when she first aired the story publicly in a 2019 memoir and accompanying magazine excerpt.
As court was about to begin Wednesday, Trump vented his feelings about it on Truth Social.
Among his other remarks, he called Carrolls lawyer a political operative and alluded to a DNA issue that Judge Lewis A. Kaplan has ruled cant be part of the case.
Lawyers for Carroll whose suit includes claims that Trump previously defamed her by publicly calling her case a hoax, scam, lie and complete con job mentioned his new statement to Kaplan. He wasnt pleased.
What seems to be the case is that your client is basically endeavoring, certainly to speak to his quote-unquote public but, more troubling, the jury in this case about stuff that has no business being spoken about, the judge told Trumps lawyers. He called Trumps post a public statement that, on the face of it, seems entirely inappropriate.
Trump attorney Joe Tacopina noted that jurors are told not to follow any news or online commentary about the case. But he said he would ask Trump to refrain from any further posts about this case.
I hope youre more successful, Kaplan said, adding that Trump may or may not be tampering with a new source of potential liability.
Carrolls federal lawsuit seeks unspecified damages and a retraction of his allegedly defamatory comments.
The suit was filed under a New York law that temporarily lets decades-old sexual abuse claims go to civil court. She never pursued criminal charges.
The Associated Press typically does not name people who say they have been sexually assaulted unless they come forward publicly, as Carroll has done.
